Ramadan is broken up into three parts each lasting ten days. The first part Rahmat means God's mercy. My husband jooked that is why the first ten days of Ramadan are easier because God is merciful. The second part Maghfirat means God's forgiveness. The last part ten days are known as Nijat translates as salvation. It is also in the last ten days when many Muslims perform itikaff (staying) in the Masjid and the night of Laylat al-Qadr is revealed.
We are now in the second part. I am seeking God's forgiveness. We pray, give carity, and do other good deeds to promote good welfare between each other and please God so that we may have his favor on the day of judgement. Fasting in Ramadan is only for God.
This Ramadan has been my best yet as far as attitude and good will. I haven't fought or snapped at anyone (to the best of my knowledge). I think with the death of my son Allah has placed a peacefullness in my heart. A different focus from the perceived fancies of this life. God Willing. I am looking for the forgiveness of Allah.
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Volunteering
Today I volunteered at the City Rescue Mission. What a great way to spend my time. Instead of sitting around waiting to break fast I did something more constructive with my time. I really didn't know what to expect because it was my first time in a shelter organization. It was really fun, alhamdu'allah. The people were extremely nice, helpful, and grateful. I enjoyed talking with all the recipients of the missions services as well as the employees with the Bridge to life organization (BTL).
At one point a small boy came up to the counter to ask for more watermelon. He was about seven years old with short blonde hair and blue eyes. He was standing next to his grandfather. Sarah tried to engage him by kindly saying "saving the best for last?" He didn't hear her so his grandfather repeated the words to him. He smiled not fully understanding and too eager to get his yummy watermelon for chit chat. Tears welled in my eyes.
After I left I felt very tranquil and thankful. Thankful for all that I have and the blessing Allah has given me. Its good to give back to the community but in a more selfish way it's good to reflect and remember there are those who live a very different life. Appreciate what Allah has provided.
And Allah has brought you out from the wombs of your mothers while you know nothing. And He gave you hearing, sight and hearts that you might give thanks (to Allah)." [16:78]
At one point a small boy came up to the counter to ask for more watermelon. He was about seven years old with short blonde hair and blue eyes. He was standing next to his grandfather. Sarah tried to engage him by kindly saying "saving the best for last?" He didn't hear her so his grandfather repeated the words to him. He smiled not fully understanding and too eager to get his yummy watermelon for chit chat. Tears welled in my eyes.
After I left I felt very tranquil and thankful. Thankful for all that I have and the blessing Allah has given me. Its good to give back to the community but in a more selfish way it's good to reflect and remember there are those who live a very different life. Appreciate what Allah has provided.
And Allah has brought you out from the wombs of your mothers while you know nothing. And He gave you hearing, sight and hearts that you might give thanks (to Allah)." [16:78]
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